I've been really enjoying reading everyones blogs when I have the time... mostly I do it when I'm not signed in , or I'm still signed in to my youtube and I have this really annoying habit of trying to leave a comment and then it says either that I need to sign in, or it tried to leave it as under a different user name (my youtube address is sifferent from my blogger address) and so I would then have so sign out and sign back in-even more effort! And since usually the only free time I get for blogging is at about 11pm when I'm practicall unconcious I just think 'ahhhhh, i can't be bothered!' So sorry for lack of responses guys... I always read comments and apreciate every one. and I always intend to leave comments on fellow bloggers posts, but sometimes, when the boys have gone to bed, it's as much I can do to get my own post typed up! I hope everyone understands...?
On that note, amazingly, and also unexpectedly I have noticed that there are now 13 little faces at the side of my Blog now?
Does this mean there are 13 people who actually read my stange little ramblings? I find that so weird!! I don't know why, as obviously I enjoy reading the musings of others, but for someone to find what I have to say interesting enough to follow this blog... well, all I can say is you must all be raving!! haha! But Thankyou! It's lovely to know I'm connecting with the world while I'm stuck in this small pitiful excuse for a city.
I'm sure not many of you know, that my reasons for originally starting a youtube channel and this blog, (aside from my obsession and passion for makeup and beauty... and the fact I spent all the spare time I had scrapbooking paper cutouts from magazines of makeup/clothes/pretty things...-anyone else do that?-my boyf and mother-in-law think this makes me weird!?!?) Anyhoo the other reason, was to connect with adults and other like minded people. I have two boys you see. They are lovely little mites and I adore being a mum. I absolutley Love it. I think It may just be my calling in life... BUT that said, that's not all there is to me! None of my real-world friends share my passion for makeup..... well apart from the bestie, but it's hard to keep up with her on a regular basis. She's living an exciting, highflying life of a 20 somthing, with no kids or real responsibilities as are most of my friends. As a result, I feel a bit left behind. A bit our of the loop and a bit well,........ frumpy! I don't regret my decision to start my family so young! Far from it! It was the making of me. I was drifting through a sea of choices I didn't know haow to make.. drowning really. I was set for uni to study art and english without a clue what I wanted to do with it... the only thing that felt certain to me, was the lovely wonderful boyfriend... and having our children young is just what was right for us. People disagreed, but we knew what we were doing and In my family life I couldn't be happier. But socially, I am hungry for adult conversation... My 4 year old is very clever and he holds conversations really well for his age, but truthfully, at the end of the day, there's only so much I have to say on the subject of Ben10, star wars the clone wars and transformers!
This was just supposed to be a little outlet for me to have some 'me' time and indulge in my passion... so I'm so glad that I now have like minded people to sahre it with! TRUST ME when I say, there are few bloggers outh there who will apreciate their followers/subscribers comments and feedback more than I.....
By the way, Emma, I got the idea for this little thankyou ramble after reading yours.. as I too was struggling to find a way to thank the new faces that keep appearing!
I totally agree about having choices with no real idea of where you actually want to go:S, practically my life story haha :'). I'm starting my second year of uni studying english and history kind of just hoping that sometime soon I'll have an idea of what I want to do. Ah well, I guess I'll be forced to decide one day haha xxx
ReplyDeleteI think it's the pressure of everyone 'needing' to go to Uni nowadays that leaves us making hasty decisions just to choose somthing to study.... even when we havn't discovered who we are or what we want to be yet... I didn't realise I wanted to be a makeup artist until I was already pregnant with Huey.... (aged 20...so that would have been about 2 years into the wrong course then....) Somthing will sort itself out for you Emma... from what I've heard/read from you...you seem like a pretty well-rounded and grounded person.. You'll figure somthing out eventually! ;) xxx
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